Feelings
Sometimes i feel bad.
As if there was Nobody on this Fucking Earth.
Nobody except me.
It's a strange Feeling.
Really Strange.
As If i was alone, everywhere that i'm walking, in Every places that i'm going...
Of course, i know that i'm not Alone. i've a lot of "friends" But who know?
Maybe are they liars.
Maybe am a liar?
Nobody can tell it.
Nobody except God.
when i was young, i thought there was nobody above our heads.
And, i met a girl this year. She told me some things about her Faiths.
And now, with everything that she told me. i'm sure. there is a god above our Heads.
OK, you 'll probably say " pfff i don't belive in God! i trust what i see!!!"
and it's your choice. But, not mine.
Well i won't make a long speech about that...
Tonight i was at a party... Yes it was SO Fantastic...
BUT. i was sad, again yes...
i'm thinking of her. and her Feelings... OUR feelings.
we don't know where we are.
that's not a good thing.
i hate that.
i'm lost.
We are Lost.
I need somebody ... somebdoy with i'll can cry on his/her Shoulder.
I miss that.
HE'S not here to do that .
THEY ARE not here in France to do THAT.
MY FRIENDS are not here to do that... cause we are on holidays.
i hate that!!!
i could cry during a whole day. but i can't. i have to be strong.
to keep my head held hight!
i know who i am...
Grand'pa i miss u a lot ...